I think I am silent because you are silent.
I think I dont smile enough because I am afraid to be happy.
I think I only fuck because making love now seems childish.
I think I am afraid to see that after all this bouncing around like a pin ball I dont really want to go back anymore.
and that leaves me speechless because if I dont want you anymore, then what the hell do I want now?
I think you were always right, I never know what I want, perhaps this is why I always come back because you always seem to know this better than me.

hard times to swallow sadness.
y no enojarse con pequeñeces que ya no hacen la diferencia.
Como ver que te han puesto maquillaje cuando todos sabemos que nunca te gustaron esas cosas, o que el cura repita tu nombre y no te diga tu apellido materno, or to see us all there just crying stupidly with nothing to say.
except GOODBYE.

R.I.P.
*****chocolate fairy*****
from one fairy to another
see you later in fairyland.
missing you for all the time it takes until we meet again, my friend.

gotta buy lots of stuff.
gotta spend lots of money I dont really have.
new computer, new car, airplane tickets, school supplies, birthday gifts, ipod just to please myself.
So work work work gotta work gotta work. Please forgive me if I hide sometimes on saturdays gotta fuck too.

Recibi tres postales, en solo 2 semanas!!!!
tener algo en un buzon de verdad me da una alegria enorme, tenias que ser tu el que me las mandaras, despues de todo asi fue como me conquistaste, y ni fue tan dificil despues de todo yo queria dejarme conquistar.

quisiera recibir postales o cartas todas las semanas, y pondria mi direccion aqui para ver quien me hacia el paro de mandarme mas, pero poner mi direccion aqui resulta peligroso, alguno de mis stalkers podria leerla y decidirse venirme a buscar.

Deciding to not decide has always been my biggest weakness...

BRUU IS FAT!!!!
but bruu doesnt care because bruu is also happy.
HAPPY FAT BRUU.