Midnight Conversations.... I am in love with this man... this one? yes.. I gave him my heart served in a silver platter, cut in little pieces so it would be easier to swallow, and wouldn't upset his stomach. and what about that one? ahhh that one had me for lunch one evening, long ago.... he even dared to pour some vinegar on it, and ate it as a salad.... my doctor recommended after that I stay away from love for a while, but I never obey doctors orders.

"I dont need to sell my soul He's already in me... I wanna be adored You adore me." "I wanna be adored" the stone roses. rolita de la semana. regreso...

A little bit of MOTHER GOOSE: Bruu be nimble, Bruu be quick.... Bruu jump over the candlestick!!! Bruu's favorite lyric (of the moment): CARK GABLE by THE POSTAL SERVICE "I asked you to pretend that we are in love again and you agreed to. I need so badly to believe that there is THRUTH that love is REAL and I want LIFE in every word to the extent that is absurd..."

When Bruu was a nerd... When I was little (12) I read it all, Shakespeare, Dante, Austen, Blake, Poe, Wilde, etc. and then I stopped, the other day a student gave me a book that I much enjoy at night time... "James and the giant peach"... I love children's books. I guess.. when I was young I wanted drama, now I want to escape from it, life is too dramatic and obscure, fairy tales welcome!!!

Bruu times they are a - changing.... 1) Since I was 16, in my house only lived Bruu's dad and mother and bruu, since I came back from Spain, I have a sister living in the guest room, 2 baby nephews, a jealous for attention 8 year old nephew as well, another sister who likes ( too much) my kitchen and our couch, a babysitter, a cleaning lady, a cat that nobody remembers and of course bruu's dad, mom, and way in the corner hiding from the noise.... me ... bruu... 2) Since I graduated I only worked from 9 to 3pm. and then Bruu would eat slowly, then take a nap if needed, if not relaxed listening to music, had long showers, and went out for coffee or drinks in the late afternoon, pursued a hobby, saw a movie, took long weekends out of the city.... now I work since 9 to 8:30 pm. have a lunch and a coffee break for sure!, but... can't fit in my schedule any of the other things of the above. 3) Since I was 19 I fell in love for the first time, we had our story, sometimes it was good, sometimes it was bad, sometimes it was forgotten. We both had a few lovers in the path, we both had some time off when wanted, and both of us were comfortable with the love slowly fading away, and leaving only a caring and friendly feeling... at 24... I fell in love again... and although that doesnt change my life, for the love isnt being enjoyed and wont be ejoyed ever, its just there, I have to get used to carrying that again. TORTURING little feeling isnt it? 4) I am a TJ girl, I love its traffic, I love its people, I love the dirt and its garbage, i love to get away of it and return to it, I love all that is good and bad of this city.... and I made a desicion I am leaving it next year, its on the agenda.... I'm terrified. haha 0 o 0 oo 0 all bubbles burst... even yours my dear. Let' s get some soap and water and blow some new ones in the air.... 0 o 0 ooo 0 00 0 0